
Casey Lartigue Jr., left, teaches a North Korean defector at the Teach North Korean Refugees Global Education Center in Seoul. / Courtesy of Casey Lartigue Jr.
By Casey Lartigue Jr.
Casey Lartigue Jr., co-founder of the Teach North Korean Refugees Global Education Center, compiled these statements from interviews with refugees studying in TNKR.
There have been so many “moments” when I realized that I needed English. When I was living in China, I saw South Korean videos and dramas for the first time. And so many times, they would say words I didn't understand even though they were speaking Korean.
I had been thinking about escaping, but I took a long time to do so because of my dog. I knew that it would be impossible to escape together, but I couldn't leave him there. One day he was missing and I couldn't find him. I had to be careful looking for him because I still had an illegal status in China.
When I made it to Thailand, a police officer told a joke, but I couldn't understand. He said my face was like the moon, but I thought of the Korean meaning of “door.” I hated that I was the only one who couldn't understand.
When I came to South Korea, I was lucky to get a job quickly because of my Chinese ability. But now I need English so I can be eligible for other opportunities.
I'm reminded of English every time a foreigner asks me in English about directions. I don't feel good that I can't answer. I began focusing on English after I rescued my family from North Korea. I knew that English was important, but with my unstable situation, I couldn't focus properly and study intensively.
Now they are with me, I've settled down, I love being in South Korea with my family. I studied English at an alternative school and I recently started college. I am reminded every day, in every class, about the need for English.
I am more motivated now to study hard, my friends joke about my obsession to learn English, saying I need to take it easy. And my friends who knew me from years ago say that I am a different person.
The moment that I felt desperate to learn English was when my son asked me to help with his homework. I rarely studied when I was in North Korea because my family was struggling so much.
I decided to see the world, but I ended up working on a farm and a restaurant in Australia where I did not have to use English. When I went shopping, I always went with someone who could speak English.
I can now see that I have been avoiding English even though I have been in English-speaking situations. I did enjoy being abroad, it gave me a chance to be an individual rather than having to always answer questions about North Korea, and now people want to know what I think about Trump and Kim Jong-Un.
I'm looking forward to just being a person. Hopefully, if I really do learn English, I will be able to do that.
Last year I was invited to an international forum as a speaker. I practiced a lot, but on stage I forgot everything. I began crying. I asked the translator to help me with the introduction.
I studied English when I was in North Korea, but I can see that the level wasn't high. I feel like a learner in a new society, and English will help me to learn even more.